So being at home is really just not working out for me. I mean, it’s great that I don’t have to pay rent or buy my own food or beer and stuff, but it’s just boring as hell. I never really considered myself to be a “social butterfly” but then again, at Ball State I always had something going on. Maybe the solution to my problem is to stop looking back so much. I mean, school was fun and all, but is there more around me then I am giving credit? I’ve still yet to call my old best friend Megan. She has a baby now, and I don’t know what’s going on with her at all. I sort of just dumped her I guess and stopped talking to her. Not very nice of me. I think the whole baby thing just scares me a little bit. Then again, I’m sure I have scared her a few times too. I don’t know what to do with this one. I should really be spending more time with Amber, my sister, but I don’t know what she likes to do. All in all, nothing has really changed here. I am definately still looking for a job, it’s horrible. My newest idea is to kill the guy who owns the Muncie comic book store and start running it. Maybe I should just open a comic book store? I need a financial partner. I also need a romantic partner. As I told Patrick earlier, I should really just donate my balls to science cause I sure as hell am not using them. It’s pathetic. Well, one day maybe I’ll get a life. I sure do miss everyone and you are all more then welcome to come visit whenever. My Graduation Party should be a blast. i can’t wait. later dudes.