I FUCKING HATE MY LIVING SITUATION RIGHT NOW. Last night I went to Cheeseburger in Paradise when they had Monday Karaoke. It was so much fun, and this huge group of hot gay guys was in there. I was with my parents unfortunately and the owners of Big Daddies, my local bar. Fuck it. I sang well, they DJ told me I was a contender to win the $50.00 that night, yes, they pay the best vocalist every monday, and I had to leave right before they announced the prize, AND i didn’t even get to talk to the hot gay guys. FUCK this shit. I just want to be myself. I hate this.